Now,
the VOA Special English program AMERICAN STORIES.
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Our
story today is called "The Boarded Window." It was written by Ambrose Bierce. Here is Shep O'Neal with the story.
STORYTELLER:
In
eighteen thirty, only a few miles away from what is now the great city of
Cincinnati, Ohio, lay a huge and almost endless forest.
The
area had a few settlements established by people of the frontier. Many of them had already left the area for
settlements further to the west. But
among those remaining was a man who had been one of the first people to arrive
there.
He
lived alone in a house of logs surrounded on all sides by the great
forest. He seemed a part of the darkness
and silence of the forest, for no one had ever known him to smile or speak an
unnecessary word. His simple needs were
supplied by selling or trading the skins of wild animals in the town.
His
little log house had a single door. Directly
opposite was a window. The window was
boarded up. No one could remember a time
when it was not. And no one knew why it
had been closed. I imagine there are few
people living today who ever knew the secret of that window. But I am one, as you shall see.
The man's
name was said to be Murlock. He appeared
to be seventy years old, but he was really fifty. Something other than years had been the cause
of his aging.
His
hair and long, full beard were white. His gray, lifeless eyes were sunken. His face was wrinkled. He was
tall and thin with drooping shoulders—like someone with many problems.
I
never saw him. These details I learned
from my grandfather. He told me the
man's story when I was a boy. He had
known him when living nearby in that early day.
One
day Murlock was found in his cabin, dead. It was not a time and place for medical examiners and newspapers. I suppose it was agreed that he had died from
natural causes or I should have been told, and should remember.
I
know only that the body was buried near the cabin, next to the burial place of
his wife. She had died so many years
before him that local tradition noted very little of her existence.
That closes the final part of
this true story, except for the incident that followed many years later. With a fearless spirit I went to the place
and got close enough to the ruined cabin to throw a stone against it. I ran away to avoid the ghost which every
well-informed boy in the area knew haunted the spot.
But
there is an earlier part to this story supplied by my grandfather.
When Murlock
built his cabin he was young, strong and full of hope. He began the hard work of creating a farm. He kept a gun--a rifle—for hunting to support
himself.
He had married a
young woman, in all ways worthy of his honest love and loyalty. She shared the
dangers of life with a willing spirit and a light heart. There is no known record of her name or details
about her. They loved each other and
were happy.
One
day Murlock returned from hunting in a deep part of the forest. He found his wife sick with fever and
confusion. There was no doctor or
neighbor within miles. She was in no
condition to be left alone while he went to find help. So Murlock tried to take care of his wife and
return her to good health. But at the
end of the third day she fell into unconsciousness and died.
From what we know about a
man like Murlock, we may try to imagine some of the details of the story told
by my grandfather.
When he
was sure she was dead, Murlock had sense enough to remember that the dead must
be prepared for burial. He made a
mistake now and again while performing this special duty. He did certain things wrong. And others which he did correctly were done
over and over again.
He was surprised
that he did not cry — surprised and a little ashamed. Surely it is unkind not to cry for the
dead.
"Tomorrow,"
he said out loud, "I shall have to make the coffin and dig the grave; and then
I shall miss her, when she is no longer in sight. But now -- she is dead, of course, but it is all
right — it must be all right, somehow. Things cannot be as bad as they seem."
He stood over the body of
his wife in the disappearing light. He fixed
the hair and made finishing touches to the rest. He did all of this without thinking but with
care. And still through his mind ran a
feeling that all was right -- that he should have her again as before, and
everything would be explained.
Murlock
had no experience in deep sadness. His
heart could not contain it all. His
imagination could not understand it. He
did not know he was so hard struck. That
knowledge would come later and never leave.
Deep
sadness is an artist of powers that affects people in different ways. To one it comes like the stroke of an arrow, shocking
all the emotions to a sharper life. To
another, it comes as the blow of a crushing strike. We may believe Murlock to have been affected
that way.
Soon after he had finished his work he
sank into a chair by the side of the table upon which the body lay. He noted how white his wife's face looked in
the deepening darkness. He laid his arms
upon the table's edge and dropped his face into them, tearless and very sleepy.
At that moment a long, screaming
sound came in through the open window. It
was like the cry of a lost child in the far deep of the darkening forest! But the man did not move. He heard that unearthly cry upon his failing
sense, again and nearer than before. Maybe it was a wild animal or maybe it was a dream. For Murlock was asleep.
Some
hours later, he awoke, lifted his head from his arms and listened closely. He knew not why. There in the black darkness by the side of
the body, he remembered everything without a shock. He strained his eyes to see -- he knew not
what.
His
senses were all alert. His breath was
suspended. His blood was still as if to assist
the silence. Who — what had awakened him
and where was it!
Suddenly
the table shook under his arms. At the
same time he heard, or imagined he heard, a light, soft step and then another. The sounds were as bare feet walking upon the
floor!
He
was afraid beyond the power to cry out or move. He waited—waited there in the darkness through what seemed like
centuries of such fear. Fear as one may
know, but yet live to tell. He tried but
failed to speak the dead woman's name. He tried but failed to stretch his hand across the table to learn if she
was there. His throat was
powerless. His arms and hands were like lead.
Then something
most frightful happened. It seemed as if
a heavy body was thrown against the table with a force that pushed against his
chest. At the same time he heard and
felt the fall of something upon the floor. It was so violent a crash that the whole house shook. A fight followed and a confusion of sounds
impossible to describe.
Murlock
had risen to his feet. Extreme fear had
caused him to lose control of his senses. He threw his hands upon the table. Nothing was there!
There
is a point at which fear may turn to insanity; and insanity incites to
action. With no definite plan and acting
like a madman, Murlock ran quickly to the wall. He seized his loaded rifle and without aim fired it.
The flash from the rifle lit
the room with a clear brightness. He saw
a huge fierce panther dragging the dead woman toward the window. The wild animal's teeth were fixed on her
throat! Then there was darkness blacker
than before, and silence.
When
he returned to consciousness the sun was high and the forest was filled with
the sounds of singing birds. The body
lay near the window, where the animal had left it when frightened away by the
light and sound of the rifle.
The
clothing was ruined. The long hair was in
disorder. The arms and legs lay in a careless way. And a pool of blood flowed
from the horribly torn throat. The
ribbon he had used to tie the wrists was broken. The hands were tightly closed.
And
between the teeth was a piece of the animal's ear.
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ANNOUNCER:
"The
Boarded Window" was written by Ambrose Bierce. It was adapted for Special English by Lawan Davis who was also the
producer. The storyteller was Shep
O'Neal.
You can read and listen
to other American Stories on our Web site, voaspecialenglish.com. I'm Faith Lapidus.